What happens when you lose something? Why does the loss of even the most small items brings about some very strong emotions. Recently I was told i would have to move. Is this a loss? It sure does feel like one. I have been living here for almost five years now. In a way it hurts, mostly because my options are bleak.But what can i do, financially i have little choice and very little time. And yet should i be really feeling this much loss, pain, confusion? LOSS
It would seem the emotion is rooted in confusion and worry. This is probably one of few time I have very little hope for the future.Even when diagnosed with cancer 17 years ago it did not feel like this WHY? Has there been to much sadness since then, have i experienced too much loss in that time to no longer find hope in the simplest of situations, I come on to this site to see the art work of so many and wonder has "LOSS" moved any of these artist to do any special.
From what I can remember the only other time I felt this way was when I lost my right eye. A picture of which is in my gallery. It was lost in a fraek accident. Through no fault of my own I lost the use of my right eye. This time though it is some what my fault, so there is guilt mixed in with loss. I will reurn to DA and hope to find some hope in the that all of you here have given to the world.


thank you all